All my life is wasted
If I can't have you by my side
All my love is spent
And all my future has died

Life is not worth living
Without you to hold me tight
No breath now worth taking
If you won't tell me everything will be alright

No choir of angels is here tonight
To serenade my sleep
I'm left to the cold darkness of hell
As I wail and weep

So many questions haunt me
With you not here to answer
Weakness and depression spreading
This is the newest type of cancer

Your last words echo dully in my ears
An endless taunt to my pain
Why must I dwell here,
Where Sorrow perpetually does reign?

What sin have I committed
So early in my years
That every path so far taken
Has only been washed in tears?

There is a disease spreading
I am to be its host
There is a hole in my heart large enough
Where my love used to boast

And I have accepted my fate
As I wither and fade away
But you will learn to love me
Eventually, someday

My love for you is a wonder
Stronger than heaven and hell
It will not meet its end
Until both of those have fell

There is a voice inside me
That whispers hope-ridden dreams
Intermixed with my deepest desires
Still runs the tone of rejection, it seems

There's something unforgivable
About an unrequited love
It's like the silent murder
Of a singing dove

And now I stand here
Drenched in blood of my own
Isn't it peculiar
How I must reap what you've sown?

You'll remember me someday
As I echo deep in the chambers of thought
And I know you'll come to desire
The one thing you've longest fought