I huddle in the corner, whisper a silent prayer.
This game you play just isn't fair.
You kiss so sweetly, I fall into bliss.
You hit so hard
Why do you put me through this?
I feel the familiar pain
My stomach starts to churn
The spot where you touched me begins to burn.
Tears stream down my face
My cheeks are red
The way you treat me, I'd rather be dead.
Don't touch me again.
You're hands are covered with blood.
Don't love me again
I knew you never would.
Cornered, I ignore all I've felt
Through all this pain that you have dealt.
Do you think you are God?
I sure don't.
You said you could control me
But you sure wont.
I don't fear you anymore and I don't care.
When you scream in my face, I pretend I am not there.
I am strong outside but inside I am dead.
Your voice invades every though in my head.
I hate but I love you.
I need you but I flaunt you.
Its your fault
Everything I do
Every time we kiss, every time I hug you.
So I stand before this mirror, I deny my own face.
Staring at the scars
That I've tried to erase
I cry with passion and writhe in pain.
Cutting myself, I feel so vain.
People think I am strong
They don't seem to know me too well.
I like it that way.
Blood is my escape
Hatred is my shadow.
You are my rape.
I cant live without you.
Anguish is what I feel
Bottled since I was young
For years and years
Blood gets me strung.
But I've found someone new
He fascinates me core.
Giving into you
Widening the sore.
I love you, but I cant live like this
So I end this fateful life
With one last kiss.