I have an urge to kill
That I need to satisfy
It'll soon consume me before I get control
Punching my pillow isn't working

There's a demon inside me
I want it out
Or at least control it
I'm crying out my tears
Because it's frustrating

I need help
I'm going to collapse
Someone retain me before I strike
Get my attention
Distract me
Put my mind somewhere else

And coursing thru my veins
Are problems unanswered
And I can't find the key
Are you out there?
Are you listening?

I need your help
I need your hands
Pulling me up when I fall
I'm stronger then tears
But I can't help but cry

And I still ask why?
Deep inside.....