I'm just a faint memory
To those who once loved me
A body without a soul
Before when they cared
I had somewhere to turn
It was better then
Now it's worse
Worse because I bleed
In eternal damnation
In a world where
Christ has never walked
A body without a soul
That is all that I am
To those who once loved me
A lost cause in a wreath of fire
Their hands cannot hold any more
No longer a moth
Drawn to the flame of life
I am lost
And so I crave what little
I can get
In fantacizing things different
A comfort in thinking
Of those who could've loved me
Instead of those
Who passed up the opportunity
What I want is a difference
Between then and now
I can't forget
But I can't rely
On those who were against me
The small amount of strength I draw
I cannot say is real
But I know, it has to have been
Things weren't always this way
It's the secrecy I hold in
To keep it all from coming out
A small trail of matches,
Leading to the rope
Tied in many knots