Do you know what loneliness truly feels like?
I honestly don't think you do.
Not to any extent anyway.
And it'll only get worse.

Loneliness is when he's not by your side every waking moment.
Loneliness is when he's not there for you to hold.
Loneliness is no longer being able to touch him.
Loneliness is when you don't wake up with him next to you every day.

What sucks is I've got 3 months or more of this loneliness shit left.
Isn't there something I can do to drowned my feelings?
I need him here by me,
How will I survive without him?

Loneliness is a walk through the park alone.
Loneliness is not having him there to hold you as you cry.
Loneliness is walking into town alone.
Loneliness is knowing you can look beside you, and instinctively know he's not there.

I know he'll be back,
It's just a matter of time,
I'm lost, confused, lonely, and scared without him, and it sucks,
I can only hope he comes home in one piece, and soon.