Can’t Handle…

Every day there’s another problem

Every hour there’s another complaint

Every minute in this situation

Is driving me insane

Can’t handle life, can’t handle pain, can’t handle these feelings taking over me

Can’t handle family, can’t handle friends, I’d rather handle my enemies

So I’ll have an excuse

An excuse to fight

An excuse to scream

An excuse to let out all the tension inside of me

My head is throbbing with this unnamed feeling

I want to punch, kick, and inflict pain

So someone knows how I’m feeling

So someone can share this feeling with me

So I’m not alone in this

Because I don’t understand how things had got this bad

I don’t understand why I didn’t do something before this

I’m on the edge and about to fall, about to lose control

No one can save me except myself

But how can I save me when I don’t know the answer

How can I save me when I don’t have control

I want to be independent

I want to have self-control

I want to steer me in the right direction

But sometimes I just want to be taken care of

To curl up in someone’s arms

And know they’ll take care of me

So I don’t have to worry

So I know everything will be alright

So I’ll have security

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A/N – I know this is a little unstructured and everything, but it was just spur of the moment (as in, just written right now). I haven’t gone through and edited it, and I probably won’t. Just tell me what you think.