No release,

Consumed by tears,

Nothing sets me free,

Living around fear,

Just one step up,

And then four steps back,

I try so hard,

But just can't relax,

Everyone says,

"The good will out weigh the bad,"

But days are getting longer,

And heavy is my head,

Eyes wide shut,

Closed from the sun,

Hiding all my scars

Only choice is to run,

Silenced by the silence,

Scared and alone,

Falling freely downward,

So far away from home,

Whatever happened,

To the girl I used to be?

Happy and alive,

But now forgotten is me.