In the fathoming darkness your beings emerge
And into my life you make an impression
So deep and so transparent but completely there
I hear your laughs and feel your presence
As I peer out a window into the feign world of you
Every thought a conjecture of what could’ve been
You follow me to everywhere and every place
You hide in my dreams, and whisper to me
I love you so much I’d say, how I wish you were here
I imagine the day you’d pick me up from school
And follow the road towards home, impending disaster
A turn and a swerve and oblivion hits rapidly
And I turn to the driver’s seat and find no one there
Again you’ve disappeared, no time for a kiss goodbye
No time for a hug hello, or a chance to see your face
I’ve been dreaming again, the perpetual dream of the unreal
The thoughts I so often drown in, drowning in my tears
I miss you so much, how I wish you were here
Please come home. Please come home to me, please.

7-31-04 _ 10:12 pm