I

need

a

good

man

who

will

not leave

for

California

the

day after I give myself to him.

I let him

take

a

piece

of

my heart

with

him.

I

Let

Him

Take

It.

The

first

thing

that comes

to mind

as

I write

this

is

them

and their:

"Talk To Me"

and

"I Can Take Care Of Myself Around Him."

Is

that

why

Amber

called

me in the middle

of the night

saying that

Tyler

put

his

finger in

her

and

she was scared.

My skin

is transparent

and

this

rainbow

was

only stilled

for

a

moment.

AM I?

ARE YOU?

California

is wide

space

uplifting

him

while

I was set

on automatic pilot

that led

me

into

this frenzy.

Bless

me

father

for I

have sinned-

my confession

is

only

this.