What did I do wrong?
Where did I screw up?
I tried my best
But that wasn't enough
I wanted to be what you needed
A friend, a shoulder to cry on
Anything you needed...
I loved you like a brother
And cared for you as one
I wanted you to be happy
And sacraficed my own for you
You seemed to care, too
You called only to make sure I was okay
And I loved you about you
You were my best friend
I tried so hard to be good enough
But I should have tried harder
I shouldn't have been naive
I should have known
Why didn't I notice?
How did I miss it?
All my suffering is my own fault
I caused this
I ruined our friendship
God, I miss you so much
But there's nothing I can do