I don't know what to think tonight.

I watch the night,

alone

from my window glass

glass of reflection

and contemplation

I can see myself in it

and my imagination runs wild with possibilities.

My thoughts

leap

and

sway

toward you.

Face

and words.

Devotion-

always

and

only

-Devotion.

I feel shame thinking of us again

and doubt creeps

and sleeps

within my veins.

I don't understand the words that your wrote me

I don't understand why you called.

I can see you standing

beyond my window glass

and my minds eye buzzes like a child

what ifs

and

doubts.

Its dark

like my heart

and your face is only a shadow in the empty street.

I have

such doubts tonight.