For You

I sit here trying to write about something other than you

but it seems that I can’t think of anything else

and I don’t know what to do

so I try and write about you

but for the first time in my life

I can’t put what I feel into words

I don’t want to write about how much I miss talking to you

the way that we used to talk to each other

because it will just make things harder

it will make talking to you awkward

and I don’t want that to happen

I just want to talk to you like I do to my friends

But when I do talk to you now

you seem so different

you seem so...angry

and yet I get a sad feeling from you

and it hurts me to see you this way

and I wonder if its because of me

cause you weren’t this way before it happened

If it is me, all you need to do is tell me

and I would gladly do whatever it is that you need me to do

if it will get you to be happy again

if it will get you to be yourself again

even if it means that we can’t be friends

I would do it...for you