Betrayal cuts deep within
I feel a movement inside
like dark, black liquid rushing to take over
blocking out memories I have

Gaining control I don't think so
but sometimes the pain sinks in
trying to stay indifferent
being unemotional is the goal to win

Anger is the main feeling
it keeps bubbling to the surface, a boil
I know I'm worth more than I felt
I still don't believe that I'm not

Rationality tries to take over
I start to analyze just how I feel
forgive and forget is my motto
or later the guilt will slip in