As I hurt the pain inside
Squeezes my heart, riddles my mind
Fighting hard against reverting to my old ways
You are not like those in my past
Emotional baggage not yet emptied
The evil voice pipes in with suggestions
Giving me reasons of why you can't stay
As the waves wash over me the pain level rise
I feel myself slowly drowning inside
I hear evil reasons before, during and after
Your call initially puts my heart in a vice
I feel the distance between us. you have to go
the trap springs shut and I feel mangled
Honey, how are you feeling? Tell me what is wrong.
I'm Ok but it's not my place to say