Author: karmakaze PM
A fictional situation in which someone dated another person just to "practice" but never really loved them. Slash.Rated: Fiction T - English - Romance - Words: 303 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 08-08-04 - id: 1688754
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What are you dreaming about?
You said you were tired of me
That we were just "pretending"
Too real to be false
So many broken promises
As if nothing could matter now
Our love meant nothing to you
For you, I'll never count
I only want to forget
Only to remember later
Is there any way you'll stay?
Forever I am a secret
You love him by day
Only when we're hidden and alone
Are you ever wholly mine
I miss the day you said I love you
And crave the day you'll mean it
And dream that it will happen
Can he see behind your eyes
Inside the fibers of your soul
Or is "gender" all that defeated me
To think my body isn't right for you
And never will be
I'm the object of your fear
I believe love can conquer that
It's stronger than the nation's laws
Or what "people will think"
Or the hormonal messages we have
But attraction defeated it all
And you promised me it wouldn't
Being straight is your decision
But what can I do now?
When you promised me your love
In exchange for what you wanted
So you could use me
To throw me out later
What can I do now?
But bury myself in hopeless dreams
Wishing you'd return to me
And knowing you never will
Because society said you couldn't
And he gave you more
I'm not destined to be hated?
I take the hand of another
And promise her all that I can keep
You were right to say it was nothing
You're nothing to me anymore
Now that I have her