I've been sitting here crying because of you
It's something I said I would never do
But for once in my life I thought I would trust in you
Why I ever do, I'll never know

Maybe I thought you loved me
Or maybe I thought you cared
Maybe I thought you were telling the truth when you said
Call me if you need anything

You see I never know what to think about you
I never know what you are really meaning
Because you never mean it all that long

And I'm sorry I'm not the perfect son
The one that fits well in a picture frame
Or the type to brag to your friends

I'm sorry for all I've done to hurt you
From since I was born I could always tell
I was unwanted in your eyes

But what am I suppose to do?
What am I suppose to believe?
Should I come out for the holidays?
Or should I just go into hiding before hurting anyone anymore?

Because that would suck by far
Because You know I mean nothing to you
And you just don't want others to know
You have to look good infront of others

But what about looking good infront of me
Maybe this is what I deserve for not being
The perfect Son