Behind My Mind
I'm fighting,
With a peaceful smile
I'm struggling,
With a wandering mind.

In life we cry
So why don't I?

They all curse me
To where I belong,
From heaven to earth
My directions were wrong.

I'm hiding
In the folds of a city crowd
I'm fighting
In truth I am coward.

In life we cry
So why don't I?

They all lie to me
It's just what I deserve
Fleeing from my
Forgiving lord.

I'm lying
Looking up at what I lost.
I'm hurting.
From this hard world.

In life we cry
So why don't I?

They sent me away
To this terrible place.
But I find nothing wrong
And can't wait to die.

I'm watching
The people kill and die
I'm waiting
For the tears to reach my eyes.

In life we cry
So why don't I?

They don't know me
And I don't know them.
I think I love them
I think I hate me.

I'm fighting
But the monsters aren't real
I'm crying
But you can't see my tears.