Hey there old friend
Remind me once more why it has to end
Influences of parental abhorrence
Their choices defiling your endurance
.Never, never, never, never will let go.
So you want to give up forever
And let the knives sever
Your connection to a macabre reality
Suicide to become your only formality
To make your demons see
You aren't what they expect you to be
Never, never, never, never will let go
You tell me I wouldn't know
What it's like to live in a hellish show
You say you severely suffer
Letting your demise make your shell tougher
You've become addicted to your madness
Unaware someone wishes to share in your sadness
Never, never, never, never will let go
Can I help you carry this encumbrance
I wish to understand the hell in your remembrance
And yet you shut me out
I think I made you angry, made you shout
Forgive me, for I have transgressed
Upsetting your incestuous balance to offer you rest
And I'll plea with you
To let me see it through
But you run to the knife
Its echoing call to heal your strife
Does the worst times amongst your family murder you?
Does it give you the distorted images you believe true?
With one quick slice
The emotional wounds entice
Leaving a red stain on the wall
Symbolizing yet another angel's fall
And at the funeral
Your ghost became eternal
I wept for weeks after you left
And blamed myself and your demons for your life's theft
And we cannot turn back now
Seeing it came down to how
To the world, you've become a statistic
Innocence turned suicidal and sadistic
I walk to your grave every day
To tell you how the dissonance is, just to say
I'm sorry you couldn't have found a way back to the light
And the evil took you deep into the abyss of night
To me, though, you're still immortal
Even if you are beyond the living portal
I won't forget you, won't let go
And I'll try to pick up the pieces from your broken soul
.Never, never, never, never will let go.