Pain
What is this?
This eternal emptiness,
This eternal pain...
That I feel.
You don't understand me.
You don't understand how I feel.
You care only about yourself.
I thought I was okay.
I thought I knew better...
I was wrong.
Oh so very wrong.
I want you to care.
I want you to feel what I feel.
But you won't.
You can't.
I don't understand.
I thought I knew better.
I thought I learned.
Aren't we supposed to learn from our mistakes?
If you get hurt, don't you remember...
So it won't happen again?
I thought I knew.
Why?
Some say you love someone on your own free will.
What a lie.
I don't love on my own free will.
Some kind of... force
Draws me in.
I thought I knew better.
To fall in love with the object of my pain.
Why is this happening to me?
Am I crazy?
I have to be.
To completely forget the lesson..
And do it again.
It hurts.
It's like opening a wound.
I thought I learned.
I thought I knew better..
Then to fall in love with you again.