Words
Have you ever
Wanted to write a poem
But were unable to find
The right words
To express your pain?
When your pain is so intense
That you don't think you can live
Another second with it.
When it almost feels
As if it wouldn't hurt
Any worse
If someone cut out your heart.
When pain and disappointment
Is so bad
That you'd rather just
Slit your wrist
And watch the vital blood
Spill all over the place.
Who can help you?
Only people who feel
Or have felt
Like you.
When does it end?
When everything seems right again
It all comes crashing back down.
Why does it happen?
It is so difficult
To climb even just a little bit higher
Than the dark, thick cloud of depression
That when you fall back down,
It hurts terribly.
When all you want
Is to be happy,
Look forward to each day
And look forward to seeing the sun shine brightly.
What happen to days
When we looked forward to just running and playing?
They are gone..
Like the winter snow
In the middle of summer.
It's sad.
The anger
The war
The death.
It is an endless cycle.
No more love.
Destroy your neighbor
Before they destroy you.
I shouldn't be aware
Of a time of love.
Thinking of it
Is like a past life vision.
Maybe I lived during a good time.
And I subconsciously long
For a time like that again.
If you loved someone,
It wasn't taken for granted.
Like now.
You can't love someone..
Because love is taken for granted.
Now shared between two people
That it should never be shared.
I have to wonder why I think like I do.
I just want to be happy
And have a love to share for an eternity
With someone who won't take it for granted.
Have you ever
Wanted to write a poem
But were unable to find
The right words
To express your pain?
It's okay.
It doesn't matter.
Just start.
The words will come to you.