I cried today
Bathed in my own tears.
I've wasted so much time
But at least it wasn't years.

You called today
I froze in place.
I was just forgetting you
Trying to erase.

The glass broke today
And cut my skin.
My father tells me I'm insecure
That I easily accept sin.

I felt your presence today
Lying beside me in bed.
I felt agony burn inside
As I remember all you've said.

This pain won't go away
Nothing seems to cease.
I want to end it all
Infect you with my disease.

I kissed you today
Parted your trembling lips.
My life flashed before me
I'm motionless clips.

I spilled the milk today
Mom got mad.
She yelled at me and told me
I was the worst mistake she had.

You lied today
Broke away the trust.
You tried to mold me to your liking
It wasn't love, but lust.

I am lonely inside
I can still feel your touch.
Why can't I please you?
I don't ask too much.

You held my hand today
I faded away in your eyes
You kissed the smooth skin of my palm
And washed away the lies.

I woke up today
And found that you were gone.
I tore apart everything we had
This perfect picture I had drawn.

I let go today
I thought I was through.
I found your clothes in a heap on my floor
And now I fucking miss you.