You lied
I swallowed the pill.
I feel comfort
Anticipating the thrill.
Your hand on my throat
Down on my knees.
Please don't hurt me
I'm begging you please.
My insides burn
My body starts to ache.
I took way more
Than I was supposed to take.
You tell me you love me
Whisper in my ear.
But the drug has kicked in
You, I cannot hear.
I'm laughing now
You're glaring through tears.
Smack me around
I have no fears.
I lie on the bed
Helpless and dumb.
Go ahead do it,
I can't feel, I am numb.
The pill takes its toll
And you just begin.
I hold back the pain
As I let you go in.
Its wearing off now
I can feel all you do.
You're raping my soul
And I fucking hate you.