i wanted to be with you
i made up my mind
i was going to tell you
it was going to be so cute
but then you told me her and i
where equal
and it didn't matter
which ever came fastest
but if she said yes
then i tried to
but you where holding her hand
would you let it go and grab mine
or hold hers tighter
would your thought of me
become none existent
like a light switch
you could turn me on and off
you just tell me
you're only human
but you're not going to try
and mend the wounds
you'll just sit there
empty handed
getting your jollys
by watching me try and mend myself