there are so many reasons
so many miserable reasons why i cant talk
i try
oh how i try
but my tongue wont work
and my lips are frozen
to show you who i am would be...
well, you dont want to know who i am
i am terrible
and evil
and everything unclean
i am someone that i dont want to be
im exactly like my mother
i am wrong

crying to you at night
my dreams are full of heartache
you are my heartache
i dont want you
but oh, how i need you
im addicted to what you do to me
i just need one glance
one look, one word
then i'll be fine...
i'll be okay...
just one hit
that certainly proves it
im exactly like my mother
i am wrong

silent whispers
on darkened skies
and i am so scared
i dont even know who i am anymore
everynight
i cry, and i scream, and i sob
im so out of control
my emotions are getting the best of me
and i cant let that happen
not again
never again
i need to be calm and collected
total opposite of her
but i cant
because im exactly like her
i am wrong...