Fake laughter, crumbling masks

inner scars meet the tasks

I live my life, ever scared

Because of you, my thoughts are impaired

Fearing you, fearing them

Crawling in my own skin

Anxious hopes, shattered dreams

Watch for whispers, ignore my screams

Get away with my death

A high, higher than crystal meth

Diamonds shine within your eye

My diamonds only shine while I cry

Anything you ask of me

I will do it, you will see

I hate the pain, cut it away

But it will be there, come what may

I cannot run far enough from it

From those and you that treat me like shit

My view is of hell

I’m sick of living, can’t you tell?

So sick I throw up blood

And lay here dying, in the mud

I am without a cause, no hope to cling to

And this is all because of you