Dear Anonymous

It's hard to drop everything and move on
When all you want is to hold on for dear life
But that's how you know you should let go
Even when you've been denied all reason and understanding
I desperately want to talk to you
And maybe even realize and find out where it fell apart
But that's a blessing I'll never obtain
I wish I could look at you how I used to
I'm amazed at how often I find myself missing you
Although I know it is all in vain
Sometimes I just can't help myself
So now I'll continue to slowly heal
An image of your face still implanted in my head
And I'll live with the muse that someday I may know
Or perhaps we'll even be friends again
And we'll be able to see each other without cringing
But I won't put my money down
I won't hold my breath
I'll just pray to forget you