You came to me
And said you wanted something,
And yesterday,
I knew what it was
You desired.
Now cold and wet,
Lying by myself,
I know what it means
To be alone.
On and on, in my head,
All the things I should’ve noticed
In your voice, in the way
That you approached me.
Now I know how it feels
To be empty inside;
Having known and having lost
Seems worse than never having.
In my head, on and on,
All the things that I’m regretting,
Back and forth, screaming loud,
Breaking all my inner windows…
And I’m crying here gently
In the cold you left upon me.
I miss the heat
That you gave me,
So strong and reassuring.
Now I’m on my own,
Just a shell, missing heart
That has been stolen…
Lose it all to a sweet face,
Broken promise to an easy mind…
On and on, break my head,
Screeching voices pierce the silence,
And on and on, beat myself
All for ever trying to love…
That’s what I get for ever trusting,
A hole in my chest from you,
A hold to never be filled,
A hole to bleed eternally…