Alive or dead
I cannot tell
Heart made of lead
Some living hell
Unbroken, I could still believe
But that would be too much to retrieve

(builds into-)
I've been here once or maybe twice before
I no longer have strength to ask what for

I am alone
And I am glad
A sombre tone
Was all I had
Without you, I could still survive
But these days I'm lucky to be alive

I've been here once or maybe twice before
I no longer have strength to ask what for

And your words still echo in my head
The things I thought and things you said
It's still too painful now to feel the scars
And still I throw myself into the bars
For a reason
There's a reason
There's a (What's the
Reason Reason?)

And your voice still cries out in my head
Some nights I wish that I were dead
There's no time for dreams or memories
I carry on into the next disease