This constant struggle I'm in
I've always lost never had the thirst to win
But then you cam around and showed me the door
It's funny I'm not myself anymore
Was it for better of was it for worse
I can't seem to see a clear course
I'm backwards and I'm turned around
I was lost but somehow I got found
When you came there was no reason you described
There was no warning when you finally arrived
You filled my heart and left it here
Now all I want is for you to be near
I want you to take me away
And forever, with me, stay
I couldn't last throughout the night
Knowing you wouldn't be there in the light
Throughout the pain, the laughs and the tears
You seem to have pushed away all of my fears
I'm not scared now to say what I've wanted all along
This façade has been up way too long
I don't care what anyone else has said
It's you; it's me, my thoughts, my head
I've lived so long not knowing how this feels
In time, I want everything revealed
Right now I'll be content just holding you tight
And maybe tomorrow we can think about tonight.