Just Can’t Stand It

LoneReaper

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Drive a rusty nail through my brain

I know I’m completely insane

Please say nothing will be okay

Cuz it’s so true in every damn way

Thrust a sharp knife at my chest

Cuz I’ve been known to be a pest

Lie, crying, in the corner in the dark

Let my feelings stay just as stark

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Don’t bother with the speech

I’m too far out of reach

Don’t mourn the death of me

I’m a failure one can see

Why do you stare constantly?

Just leave and let me be

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Stop screaming the words of hate

In my sullied mind they dissipate

Your evil words hurt more than

The physical pain ever can

I’m drowning in my own doubts

I just want to rout out

But through this, I know this is true

The hell with it, I’m not you

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Don’t bother with the speech

I’m too far out of reach

Don’t mourn the death of me

I’m a failure one can see

Why do you stare constantly?

Just leave and let me be

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Drive the nail into my…brain

Put me through overwhelming…pain

Thrust the knife at my…chest

No need for clean up just put me to rest

To you and all, I’ve already died

I failed once so I was put to the side

Your shouting is not for the cause

It just gets me deeper into Satan’s jaws

I’m not perfect, and neither are you

Is anyone perfect in your view? [But you?]

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Don’t bother with the speech [my ears refuse to listen]

I’m too far out of reach [not much you’ll be missin’]

Don’t mourn the death of me [you put this on yourself]

I’m a failure one can see [extinguish m’self]

Why do you stare constantly? [leave me alone]

Just leave and let me be [and lose that angry tone]