Ash

Now returns
this familiar feeling.
I thought I was healing…
I guess I was wrong.

All I’ve learned
just means nothing to me.
I can’t stay happy
for very long.

It seems like I have
spent my whole life crying.
I’m still trying
to comprehend…

How my mind
can just dwell on misery.
I’m trapped inside me,
it will not end.

Cause every time I smile again
I’m wondering when
I’ll crash.
Flames, they’re fueled by hopelessness.

My happiness
turns to ash.

I just don’t know
what can save me from this.
But I know that one kiss
can make my day.

But who I am
and what this life means to me
is still a mystery
that just burns me away.

Cause every time I smile again
I’m wondering when
I’ll crash.
Flames, they’re fueled by hopelessness.

My happiness
turns to ash.