I see you sitting there on the counter.
I see you mocking me with your beautiful glow.
You want me to insert you into my flesh.
You want me to hurt myself with you again.
What a tempting offer.
What an enchanting suggestion.
Pain is better than hurt.
Pain is better than hate.
I want to feel anything but this.
I want to feel anything at all.
As I think about it, I think I have become numb.
Numb to everything around us all.
Do you know what its like to feel this way?
Do you know what its like to want to die?
I do.
God I do.
Kasey Renae