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February, 1831
Patrick cradled Bernadette's face with one hand while he gripped his
traveling bag with the other. They stood at the docks in east Dublin, the
Augusta ready to set sail, with or without Bernadette's fiancé.
"I'm coming home in six months, and I'm marrying you." He brushed a
stray copper curl away from her eyes.
Bernadette tried not to let her smile appear too teary-eyed. It
seemed as though the past few weeks had all but flown by. Since the moment
he'd told her of his business trip to the Americas, to the moment he'd
proposed to her, to the very moment they stood at the docks. Time had not
stopped to give them pause for breath. And despite Bernadette's suggestion
and even her pleas to marry before he left, Patrick said he would not be
rushed into what he insisted be a wonderful and special event. He'd also
said the devil would take him before he would leave a newly wed bride alone
for six months.
Bernadette pressed herself further into Patrick's arms, and she buried
her face into the breast of his coat. "I don't want you to go," she
murmured.
Patrick sighed, and he cradled the back of her head in the palm of his
gloved hand. "Benny, we've been over this."
"I know, but Patrick, doesn't this feel wrong to you? Like something
about it is not right?" Bernadette lifted her face and cast her wide,
forest green eyes into his black ones. Her expression was pleading.
Begging him to understand, to reconsider.
Patrick exhaled a slow and heavy breath. Once more he cupped his palm
against her cheek, rubbing her temple with his thumb. And with as much
sincerity as he could muster, he looked her in the eyes, and lied. "There
is nothing to worry about, Bernadette. I'm going to go, and come back in
six months, and I'm going to marry you, and we'll start our wonderful life
together. All right?"
It was Bernadette's turn to exhale slowly. But her breath was ragged,
and she let it out in resignation. She lowered her eyes and settled her
gaze at the hollow of his throat, where he wore a plain silver cross. It
was tarnished, she noted absently. She lowered her hands from around his
waist as well. "All right."
Patrick smiled. "There's my girl." He pressed a quick kiss to her
forehead, and then he was gone. His presence was gone from in front of
her, and his shadow no longer loomed over her. She looked up and she saw
his large frame walking up the boarding plank to the Augusta.
Panic filled her. Watching him go, she suddenly felt as though this
was the last time she would ever see him. In a moment of rash decisions,
she shouted after him. "Patrick, I love you!"
He stopped and turned a quarter of the way on the gang plank, turning
his head to find her in the crowd. He found her, just where he had left
her, looking desperate and pleading. He raised his arm, and he waved,
slowly swaying his arm from side to side over his head. Then he turned
back around and continued up the plank. Then he was gone, and she, standing
on the dock that was crowded shoulder to shoulder with people, was alone.
She watched as the crew aboard the ship scurried about to make
preparations for sail.
"I'll be waiting, Patrick."
April, 1831
Seven weeks later, Bernadette had barely gotten used to not having
Patrick around. She still missed his visits to the inn, and his witty
conversation that made her last few chores of the day seem to go by faster.
Most of all she missed his arms. When he would wrap her in his large
arms, she had felt like nothing in the world could get at her. Good or
bad, everything was held at bay for just a few moments when she was in his
embrace. But since he'd gone, there had been no retreat from her days. No
way to hold the world at bay so she could simply float away.
The closest thing she ever got to that feeling anymore was moments
like the one she shared now, sitting up in bed beside her mother's sleeping
frame, and looking out the window their bed sat under. The stars were hard
to see, since the town below was littered with street lamps and the like,
but Bernadette liked to pick out the ones she could see, and talk to them.
Of course she had to whisper, so she wouldn't wake her mother, but those
stars had heard more about her life since she was a wee little girl than
even she remembered telling.
The Three Keys Inn sat on a hill, and it looked down over the edge of
town and onto the east docks. From her perch at the window, Bernadette
could see the majority of the docks. All the ships were quiet and dark and
still in the port. She could see Donovan's ship, the Morning Glory,
floating serenely in the port, dark and sleeping. His crew was scattered
all over Dublin right now, no doubt, between inns and public houses.
Bernadette was not really surprised her brother was not out with them.
Donovan had always been the reserved one. He had always preferred to stay
home with a bottle of whiskey in a quiet environment, as opposed to going
out and paying for drinks in loud and rowdy surroundings. With the rest of
Bernadette's brothers, it was just the opposite. Even Stephen preferred to
drinking in a pub rather than at home. Bernadette supposed it was because
he could get as rowdy as he wanted in a pub, where as if he broke anything
at home, Donovan would throttle him. After their mother had, of course.
Bernadette's pine green eyes lowered from the feebly shining star
she'd been spying, and her gaze dropped down to the docks below. Her brows
knotted in curiosity when she spotted an unfamiliar mast. Its sails were
still raised, as though it had not lowered them upon arriving. How odd,
she thought. It was well past midnight. Though, her sleepiness did not
allow her to contemplate it further. She dispelled it from her thoughts,
and finally laid down. She pulled the blankets up to her chin to keep out
the chill that had crept into the room despite the warmly glowing hearth.
And much sooner than she would have suspected, she drifted off to sleep.
It was the sound of Bruce barking that woke her. And even then, she
did not wake immediately, but slowly stirred, almost naturally as the sound
of Bruce's barking slowly penetrated her slumber. When she opened her
eyes, the first thing she recognized was that it was still dark. But when
she sat up, she saw the moon was much lower in the sky, near the horizon.
It was huge and golden, like half a gold coin.
Bruce's barking continued, and Bernadette looked down into the stable
yard with a sharp glance, as though she could will him silent. But what
she saw made her breath catch in her throat and her eyes grow wide. The
black silhouette of a man-it had to be a man, for the figure was large-was
moving across the stable yard, taking the same path that she herself had
taken from the gate to the kitchen door so many times.
When the figure disappeared from her view, and she could no longer see
him unless she wished to stick her head out the window, Bernadette sat back
in bed, and was caught in a moment of indecision. She glanced to the
sleeping form of her mother, and she nibbled on her lower lip and wrung her
hands. She didn't exactly know that the man outside was a prowler. He
could be a guest, returning from a late night at a pub, she surmised. Yes,
of course. That had to be it. But then. . .why had he gone around to the
kitchen door? Why had he not gone in the front, like all the other guests
did?
In a moment of decision, Bernadette carefully peeled the blankets off
her legs, and scooted slowly to the end of the bed, so she would not have
to crawl over her mother. Then, stepping into her woolen slippers and
pulling on her shawl, she took the small candle holder from the bedside
table with its one stubby candle, and she slipped out of the room.
She lit the candle from one of the lamps in the hallway that were
always kept lit for the guests. When she had a steady flame, she slipped
her hand in front of it to keep any drafts from snuffing it out, and she
moved quietly and cautiously down the hall, then just as carefully down the
stairs. On the second floor, she stopped on the landing, and she strained
her ears to listen. She could hear nothing. She carefully picked her way
down the remaining staircase, keeping her hand in front of the candle
flame, as much as to keep it from being detected as to keep it burning.
She reached the first floor, and she stopped again when she stood at
the foot of the stairs at the edge of the common room. The common room
this time of night was lit only the embers in the hearth that were left
over from that evening. So, Bernadette was thankful for her little candle.
If there was a prowler in the inn, she wanted to be able to see him before
he saw her in her white night shift. But when she looked around the common
room, there was no movement. Nobody occupied the darkening room, except
for her. She glanced across the expanse of the room to the kitchen door,
and she pursed her lips. It seemed so much farther away than usual. With
an intake of breath for courage, she stepped away from the safety of the
stairwell, and slipped quietly along the wall of the large room, and she
made her way towards the kitchen door.
It was when she was nearly there that she heard a cough from inside
the kitchen. She stopped mid-step, and it was all she could do to keep
from gasping audibly. There was someone in the kitchen! She stepped back
several small paces, and she hunched her shoulders as though she could make
herself disappear. Clutching her candle holder tightly with one hand, she
put her other hand over her mouth to keep herself from breathing too
loudly. She stood stock still and listened. Movement was heard from
inside the kitchen. The scraping of a chair on the wooden floor, and the
sound of metal clanking on wood. Perhaps a dish or cup being put down on
the table. Then the barely discernible sound of liquid being poured.
Bernadette only recognized the sound after she heard the squeak of a cork
being pushed back into a bottle.
Bernadette was then horrified to hear the sound of heavy footfalls on
the plank floor of the kitchen. The prowler must be huge to make such a
ruckus when merely walking! She had no weapon. She was defenseless,
standing outside a kitchen that was occupied by an intruder, and all she
had was a candlestick! She made a pained face, and she blew out the flame
of the candle before turning it upside down in her hands to brandish the
heavy end of the handle. Then she nearly cried out when hot wax dripped
from the candle onto her wrist. She did not take the time to peel the
cooling wax off her skin, but rather crept towards the kitchen door. Then
she heard footsteps again and her heart surged up into her throat. Only
after she realized the man in the kitchen was moving away from her did she
lift her hand and clutch her breast in relief.
Bernadette lowered her weapon and backed away even further from the
door, certain she would lose her nerve completely. What was thinking? She
was no match for a man as large as the one she'd seen in the stable yard.
Even if he had no weapons, she had only a candlestick, and would probably
only get one good blow in before it was wrested from her. She reached up
and covered her mouth again, shaking her head. Then, condemning herself to
a coward's shoes, she turned and padded quickly and silently back to the
stairs and up to the third floor.
But she did not stop at the room she shared with her mother. She went
straight to Donovan's door. She tried the handle, and was relieved to find
it was unlocked. She let herself into Donovan's room, and she swiftly
approached the bed, putting her candle holder down on the bedside table.
"Donovan!" she hissed, shaking the massive figure of her eldest
brother where he slept. Relief flooded through her when she didn't have to
try harder to wake him, and he slowly turned onto his back, sleepy green
eyes the same shade as her own looking up at her in half-asleep confusion.
"Benny? What are you-"
"Donovan, there's someone in the kitchen downstairs," she squeaked,
gripping his arm with a strength uncharacteristic of a young woman. It
only betrayed her tension.
Donovan sat up slowly in bed. Bernadette didn't even blink at his
naked chest. She'd seen it all before. "What do you mean by 'someone'?
Who?"
"I don't know who," she retorted, pulling at his arm to get him to
rise faster. "But I saw them outside from my window. It's a man, that I'm
sure of. But he's too large to be Riley. So it couldn't just be him
coming in late."
Her tugging at his arm did little good. Donovan was a rock, and he
was just about as moveable as one when he wanted to be. He stared at her
with an expression that said he was not amused, and he drawled, "You don't
think it could simply be a guest?"
"No!" Bernadette pulled again at his arm. "They came in the back way.
The kitchen door. No guest uses the kitchen door!"
That seemed to get Donovan's attention. Though no one but those who
knew him could have detected the subtle shift of expression in his dull
green eyes. "All right. We'll have a look." Bernadette allowed herself to
breath again when Donovan finally pulled his covers back and got to his
feet. She politely turned her back while he pulled on a pair of slate gray
trousers that had been crumpled on the floor.
She led her brother out of the room, but once they were out in the
hall, a large hand on her arm stayed her, and he walked ahead of her down
the hall and down the stairs. Once at the foot of the stairs, the common
room splayed out before them just as empty as before, only now, the feeble
orange glow of candlelight shown from under the kitchen door.
Donovan started forward, his brows knotted in a frown. Bernadette
started to follow, feeling much safer now that she was securely in the
shadow of her eldest and second largest brother. But once Donovan realized
she was creeping behind him, he stopped, and tossed her a sharp look over
his shoulder that said she wasn't allowed to accompany him.
"You came and got me, and that was proper. But now you stay here,
where I know you're safe," he whispered sharply. She tossed him a
discontent expression, clearly telling him she was indignant and unhappy
with the decision. If he caught it, he ignored it as he moved forward once
again towards the kitchen.
Bernadette shifted anxiously from foot to foot, wringing her hands in
front of her. She watched the slant of his shoulders as he moved silently
towards the kitchen door. He seemed to be calculating where the intruder
was inside the kitchen, putting his ear to the door when he reached it. She
held her breath and covered her mouth and nose with her hands when he
reached out a hand and prepared to push the door open. But even as she
watched him so carefully, she wasn't prepared when Donovan suddenly slammed
the door inwards, and burst into the kitchen.
Her heart leapt up into her throat when she heard a startled yell, and
then the obvious sounds of struggle. Her feet came unglued from the floor
beneath her and she rushed forward to stand in the portal that led to the
kitchen. She yelped when she saw Donovan and the intruder collide with one
of the heavy kitchen tables in their struggling. Donovan had one of the
man's wrists in his hand, and the intruder had his forearm pushing into
Donovan's throat, trying to fend him off.
All this occurred in dubious light as the candle on the table
flickered, but Bernadette could at least tell the intruder was larger than
her brother.
She jumped back when Donovan suddenly shifted his weight, and using
the leverage he had on the man's wrist, he threw the larger man to the
ground onto his stomach. Her brother knelt and pressed his knee into the
intruder's back.
"Yield!" Donovan shouted, doing his best to hold down the struggling
man.
The two faced her now, and Bernadette got her first good look at the
intruder's face as he turned it up from the floor. And even while it was
twisted in a sneering grimace, Bernadette recognized the tanned face that
looked up at her now through squinted diamond blue eyes. She recognized
the long, coal black hair that hung around his face, and the strong chin
and brow.
Finally, the man ceased his struggling as Donovan pulled one of his
large arms up behind his back.
"Hullo, Benny," Devlin Korrigan croaked.