Frustration has taken over me
I can't keep you a secret for too long
I can't lie when I'm dozing off
And someone asks me what's wrong.
I want to shout it out to the world
I love you
But if I tell I'm afraid of losing you
You'd affect me so much
If I lost you.
The rents would take every way of contacting you away
I'd be back to my crying days
I hate to admit
I've fallen again.
And this times it looks like I'm buried in.
Why is it out of all the girls you choose a psycho like me?
All the other guys see me as only a freak.
All the other guys don't really give a damn.
I still don't understand.
Why was I the one who made you cry?
If only just a little.
Delicate heartstrings aren't meant to be fiddled
I want to know so much
I have endless questions
But somehow it's not the same
If they're not asked in person.
Conflicting emotions
Running through my head
As I stare up at the ceiling
Lying on my bed
But no it appears
My secret has been let out.
Damn you Daniella.
But hey that's what being a sister is about..
Wait! There's still hope..
I can still talk to ya.
Sure they don't approve much..
Or care about this such
Of relationship of sorts.
But that doesn't matter..
I'll find ya
Even if I die trying
I love you you know.
I really do..
I've never found anyone like you