shadows of death befall me
The walls are closing in
The rays of light can't reach me
My life is growing thin
If I die right now
Nobody would give
Nobody cares if I live
I live in a world of shallow nothingness
Full of lies, betrayal, and all sorts of shit
And pretty soon it'll be my throat they'll slit
Is life a death wish, why is it so cruel?
I really wish I could get out of this,
But there are certain rules
Crying for days nonstop
I don't have my heart anymore
Its down there, splattered on the rocks
Along with all the happiness I used to know,
How it loves to mock,
Distant memories haunt my mind
They've made me blind...
I scream in my sleep
Can't even hide there
I see things from my past everywhere
The Future scares me
The Past haunts me
The present is unbearable
I can't tell what's real anymore

I feel faint
And so I fall
When I wake up, for a moment,
I don't remember anything at all
But then it all comes back to me
My mind is anything but empty