No More

You think you can scare me

I know what did actually happen

You hide behind your jokes

You think I am over the pain you caused

I am so sick of how you think I don’t care

It bothers me every second you are close to me

My own brother took something I can’t get back

How can you deal with that kinda guilt?

How does it not bother you about what you did

Some people kill themselves over the pain you give me

I have to live everyday knowing the truth

With looks from your friends who think I lied

How can someone be so cold and hollow?

It tears me up knowing someone else as had this happen

I pray my children never go through it

Or at least teach them how to tell me

I forgive you and I will soon let go

I will never forget and get on with my life

I have grown up and learned how to deal

So just to let you know I am not a vegetable of my past

NO MORE DOES THIS BOTHER ME