I Was a Second Grade Enmity

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It's not like I was fond of any of them.
It's not like I tried to fit in.
I didn't want to be this awful...
But I pulled it off with a grin.

I'd like to think my intelligence counted,
But did it get me anywhere?
And I'd like some credit for being different,
But that's what got me here.

I don't know why I remember this.
And I don't care who cares anymore.
I'm just saying, I had potential...
And look what you used me for.