Now I don’t know what to think

I’ve read the letter you wrote to me

When you say it, it’s hard not to believe

It looks like you still want me.

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I don’t know what I will say to you

After all the pain and mistakes I’ve gone through

Though it seems you have been too

Is there anything left to say or do?

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I guess something of our friendship can be saved

But now we both have changed

Even if we try I’m afraid it’s too late

No matter how hard we try, it won’t ever be the same.

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it was too much what I had to bear

There were months of loneliness and despair

That I wouldn’t believe you again I had to swear

But now that promise’s vanishing in the air.

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Now I can’t get rid of my fear

And I don’t want to shed any more tears

I just wanted you to be near

You weren’t, now what do I do with you, my dear.

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Still I want you to stay

I don’t want promises ‘cause words fly away

There’s just you, I and our today

Don’t ever hurt me like that again.