They thought that I was never the kind,
That I would never be able to die
I can't live with this pain anymore
I won't stay here forever to cry

I was to suffer in silence
With pain I've never known
Mama, please don't blame yourself
I can't pretend that nothing's wrong

What's become of this world?
It isn't the place I remember before
Why aren't they as scared as I am?
I just can't take this anymore

I want to escape from this nightmare
Pain clouds my mind, day and night
To think you lied, the pills didn't help
I don't even want to keep up the fight

I no longer care about anything
I want to hurt the ones I love
And as the days pass by
I become obsessed with
What's waiting up above

My father always told me
Suicide is only the coward's way
Daddy, I'm sorry I let you down
This coward has seen her last day . . .