Breaking by: TAS
I was crying all day yesterday but that was deep inside
So when the darkness finally came I sat there and I cried
Why did I ever admit it to myself and my friends?
Will I ever find out where this horrible misery ends?
I was afraid to love you from the corners of my heart
And for good reason when you leave I'll be torn apart
Even now I cry myself to sleep knowing you won't be here
After a last farewell and the shed of another tear
Just thinking of you leaving makes me shed many tears
And I won't see your face crushes me I'll miss you through the years
I fear your face will never leave me or fade into its cell
But I'm not sure if that's good or bad I guess time will tell
Certain things will grieve me cause they remind me of you, oh well
I guess all this stuff will fade but only time will tell
I cried for fifteen minutes but then could cry no more
And exhausted sleep finally came to me on the floor
My body was shaking from all the pain I kept bottled up inside
For fear someone would see how I truly felt, I told myself to hide
Never wanting anyone to neither see my hurt nor give me comfort I tried
I hid my face from everyone even my deepest friends but they pried
I am now emotionally drained can't feel anything at all
But I can't blame this on anyone I alone must take the fall
For not showing it earlier I am the only one to blame
I alone am the only one who deserves to cry in shame
You're the first boy that I've met that can cause me both happiness and
fear
And bring back memories of happy times and yet silently shed tears
This is how much I'll miss you I cannot lie
I guess this is my last chance to say good-bye (no good only the bye)