Seeing your face again,
Was like a dagger stabbing my heart.
I never wanted to see you again
The bad memories you brought back,
Just by saying my name.
The memory of not wanting to wake up,
In the morning because of you.
Your eyes pierced into mine,
Giving me the look of worthlessness.
If I'm not worth your time,
Then why even bother talking to me?
Why bring back those memories of torment,
And making my life a living hell?
Why come back and stir up my shit,
Just because you don't remember?
Why can't you just let me live my life in peace?
Without the flashbacks, without the feeling of
Crying every second.
Without the memories.