Thinking thoughts I don't want
Feeling things I fear
Confusing things within
Wanting what isn't near

Guilt for things that happen
Questioning what's really here
Feeling so alone
So distant though near

Never will you understand
Things coming from me
There is no way of explanation
No way to make you see

Tried talking about these things
You just don't seem to comprehend
I can't get it through your head
I'll just make these feelings end

So there's no way to say it
No talking about what's inside
I'll find away to make them leave
Or at least these things I'll hide