I'm so tired of these games
I'm sick and tired, and full of pain
pretending that everythings okay
that soon I'll go back to pretending
That I'll be who you want me to be.

I'm not perfect.
I never wanted to be
All I ever wanted
was the chance to be me.

But I have my problems,
Goddess knows we all do
I'm sick and tired of pretending
That I don't yearn for me.

I miss the blood, dripping, rolling
I miss the knife cutting, feeling.
I miss the jolt of reality
the knife, the pain could bring.
I miss being honest, being only me.

I'm not perfect
I never wanted to be
And Goddess understands
I just want to be me.

You know about my problems,
my issues and the rest
and still you can't but pretend
that I am someone else
that I am not me.

I'm tired of these games
I'm tired of being HER
I'm tired of pretending
I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm TIRED!

So today I make a promise,
you all can go to hell,
because today and from now on
It's me I'm going to be.

If you don't liek it, kiss my ass.
You have a problem with my knife, my cuts?
Then just don't look.
Because I've made a promise,
a solemn vow to me

From today and till now on...
It's me I'm going to be.