If I wasn't so stupid,
None of this,
Would have ever happened.

If I wasn't so stupid,
I wouldn't be so afraid.
Of hurting him.

If I wasn't so stupid
I wouldn't have to see anyone.
Nobody would be worried about me.

If I wasn't so stupid.
I wouldn't be scared.
To tell him I need him.

If I wasn't so stupid.
I would have kept my promise.
I'm sorry