Striving to be perfect
Always pushing away the food
The drinks get poured down the drain
Over and over again
The waist doesn't get smaller
The pounds just seem to stay
The scale shows you don't go down
Out of anger and fury
You grab the nearest shapened object
Pressing hard against that fragile wrist
The streams of red fall from your arm
As you stirke harder and harder
Soon enough you fall to the floor
Energy all deprived
Can't you hear our rings of pleas in your ears
Why do you think we bitch at you
When all we do is truly care
Tears stream down our faces
As we plead for you to stop
Your face is growing paler
Please come back to our screams
Your eyes are beginning to droop
Please let our tears as they fall on you wake you up
Your body is growing limp
Oh god let us help you stay awake
Don't leave us
Don't leave this world
Why the fuck do you want to be so damn thin
When you are so beautiful the way you are
Do you not love the love we have for you?
Why do you think we are always judging you when we aren't?
You are not coming back
Don't leave us like this
You won't open your eyes
Stop playing this game with us
You fall to the floor, death entering you
MY inside dies and I begin to die
You left us in such a childish way
Thinking that not eating would be the only way to become thin
Have you ever thought of just eating healthier
Maybe doing exercises too
Real friends don't encourage you to not eat
Real friends will make you stop killing yourself
Have you ever considered the care and love we have for you?
I will just take that as a no
But I wish you knew
That we love you for you...
Not for your size at all...