Where are you when I need you?
They all tell me to believe,
believe that you do listen,
that you love me and protect me.
I once believed those words,
you were my refuge,
the one that I could turn to for help,
never turning you back on me,
or so I thought.
But when my world began to fall apart,
you were not there,
I prayed that it would all be better,
I turned to you,
and nothing came of it,
you let all the hurt overcome me,
you never gave me validity,
our divine justice,
only false hopes,
and empty promises.
And now,
when I try to find you again,
I see nothing,
no matter how much I try,
your presence alludes me,
I am a lost child,
supposedly yours,
reaching out for your guidance,
yet you let me wander farther,
you let me fall farther from heaven.