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October 24, 2004
Oh wow. What can I say about this song? Basically it describes how I was hurt in the past, how two of my guy friends started to want me as more than a friend, and how I ended up turning them both down. It's very sad and depressing. Don't read it if you're in a good mood because it will make you feel yucky, and don't read it if you're in a sad mood because it will make you cry. x_x
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I don't know in from out
I don't know north from south
I don't know left from right
I'm messed up in the head

The pain remains today
It hasn't gone away
I still feel used and hurt
My heart's heavier than lead
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(chorus)
Who said "with time you'll heal"?
I'm telling you, they lied.
Some pain is just too real
to go out with the tide

I don't know what I should say
I don't know what I should do
my broken heart has gone astray
I'm sorry; it's not you.
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Who'd have thought there would be two more
to come a-knockin' at my door
I thought no one could love me
I lost all my self-respect

It still amazes me
That you both would want to be
more than a friend to me
am I hearing you correct?
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(chorus)
Who said "with time you'll heal"?
I'm telling you, they lied.
Some pain is just too real
to go out with the tide

I don't know what I should say
I don't know what I should do
my broken heart has gone astray
I'm sorry; it's not you.
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I'm so sorry, I feel so bad
I know what we could have had
I'm just not ready yet
I still feel that I'm lost

So what now will you do?
Turn tail and bid adieu?
Or will you stick around
until your patience you exhaust?
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(chorus)
Who said "with time you'll heal"?
I'm telling you, they lied.
Some pain is just too real
to go out with the tide

I don't know what I should say
I don't know what I should do
my broken heart has gone astray
I'm sorry; it's not you.

I don't know what I should say
I don't know what I should do
my broken heart has gone astray
I'm sorry; it's not you.

My broken heart has gone astray
I'm sorry; it's not you.