These Old Songs

I listen to these old songs
The ones that you used to sing to me
All held a special meaning
A feeling of pain
A feeling of love
All surrounds me
As I listen to what cuts deep
Brings back the memories
Strong emotions rip and tear at my insides
Trying to wrench themselves free
Nobody wants to feel this way
Sorrow is released
Misery of rememberance
And the pain of missing you
While me body aches for you
My mind turns away
Tyring to let these thigs pass
These things that may never free my soul
Screaming calls of loving hate
Can I ever let the memory of you go
To run leaving my mind free
Clear of these memories that haunt my every being