I can not
Count the times I told you,
That I’m sorry,
But I mean it every time.
Some times I fall down on my knees,
Start crying,
Start shaking,
I can’t believe that I’m not faking,
But I love you,
I swear I do…
I love you.

Don’t blame me,
For not being the perfect boyfriend,
There for you until the very end,
Or until god says its over.
I am here for you,
Reaching up to the sky,
To pull the angel down,
To pull you down to the ground.
I pray to the day,
I don’t have to say I’m sorry,
Don’t worry,
It will happen sometime,
Some how,
Some day soon…

When the sun rises up,
And the stars fade in the sky.
The moon sets,
And I forget,
Where,
And who I am.
I can not remember,
The last time I felt so alive,
And when I look up at the sky,
I just want to die…
I want to die…

You may want to give up hope,
But I say nothing wrong,
Everything will be okay,
We will be alright.
The sights and sounds,
Of the gods that lay you in my arms,
And when they said old on tight…
I wrapped you in the heavens,
So you would always be by my side,
This is not a game,
This is just how I feel.
Expressing my thoughts through what I do,
This poem baby is for you.

So when you say there is no hope,
Just lift up your chin,
And grin,
And I will be there at your call.
This love of ours will not fall,
My heart will beat again.
I lay my life in your hands,
You are mine until the end,
Mine until the end…