Cant you see the hatred?
cant you see the pain?
Your killing off the ones who loved you, cant you see?
You were my dad this time last year.
I don't want you anywhere near me.
your cutting out my heart and handing it to Sue.
You've devoured mums heart.
Now your on to your mine and the families.
We loved and trusted you.
how could you do this.
your killing us from the inside out.
I feel like I'm falling with no one there to save me.
Your at the top looking down on me
your smiling as i fall
cant you hear me screaming for help?
Are you just plain heartless?
Your a split person cant you see?
Your nasty one moment to me
then nice the next, cant you see?
What is wrong with me?
Why have you upped and left?
Why has mum done the same?
Why am I all alone?
Cant you see? Cant you see?
Your hurting me. Your hurting me.
your families apart when we were strong.
we've been taken down from within
all because of you.
I'm all alone now and everyone looks at me
like I'm some kind of sick freak.
maybe i am but i wasn't like this
I've changed through depression that you have passed on to me.
before Sue we were strong we were hard and unbreakable
make the best of things you say, How?
You've got the best things and you've left me with the worst
I'm all alone in the dark that you have created.
your blocking my light and my path.
I cannot move with you still there
hurry up and go so i can move on
so i can reach my place of light and happiness my place of solitude my
place with a sense of welcome to all those who are like me. A place that
think i am some one with people who will stand by me and help me grow and
help m fly to my next target.
your blocking my light so my wings are dying, there slowly turning grey and
decrepit
there rotting away and becoming a far distant memory. The feathers withered
and died. falling to the floor with a gentle sound that i noticed but you
didn't.
My wings have gone and I'm alone with no help, nothing to keep me going.
I'm surprised I'm still here but as i look down at my aging body that is
now withering and old. I was 14 last time you cared now i feel and look
like a million years old. I'm a skeleton now sitting there in the cold and
dark shadow that you have cast that is still blocking my light. I'm dying
dad. Cant you see?
I miss you when you were there for me.
Mum misses you cant you see
i need my life back dad, cant you see?
Cant you see? Cant you see?
how much your killing me?
The skeleton is evil. it is thin and pale. I can see y heart beating slowly
in the clod attempting to pass its warmth around my frozen body. I can see
inside of me my heart is broken one sides died the others going.
I look up to were the light would be if you just notice me.
I see you all happy with the new one you love, how may hearts have you
broken all for one idiot.
A speck of light then darkness, you've noticed me! But Sue's been
controlling your mind. I know deep down that's not you in there. your
somehow being told what to say, feel and do.
I can guess by who.
At least you know deep down in your heart that I'm here waiting for you to
give me your hand so you can help me out of this hole that I've fallen
into. You know deep down inside that you want to help me and i can feel
your pain as you try to face against her.
the more you listen the harder it is to free yourself. Remember Dad that
your daughter needs you to be there for her.
She needs you to be strong and do what YOU think is right. Not what the
voices in your head are telling you. That's not your concence helping you
out,
its Sue turning you against me and your family.
I try shouting trying to make you hear but Sue has got you in her grasp and
there is nothing the family or I can do to save you. Its up to you to do
the right thing dad.
All that Sue is saying doesn't make sense. She's just making you think that
it does. Listen to her voice deep down, can you honestly tell me that deep
down in her heart (if you can find it) that she honestly loves you and
wants to be with you?
But then again what do I know.
I get held higher by my true friends (the ones who haven't ditched me
because of how i am at the moment).
My friends give me that little piece of light that keeps me there, living
but in a state that they cant help me with.
Only you can help me but maybe I should give up about the
little bit of hope and let it die along with everything else of mine that i
had.
My friends have held me up high to see that you have sold the Aston and
used the money all on Sue. What are you playing at? I thought you loved
mum.
Now I'm falling again. I've fallen back to the bottom of this hole that I'm
in, unable to reach my friends. they try their hardest but with all that
has been going on I'm only left with two true friends. My hand is bruised
from where i try to bash my way through but Sue's gone too far and I can
not escape anymore. I need you to save me dad. Please look in your heart
and realise how much you have destroyed. How sad you've made mum and your
whole family and friends. All for a stupid whore who has a record for
breaking up families.
How foolish are you?
Cant you see? Has she taken over your mind?
Please help me dad, my twin. Please otherwise I don't see myself lasting
under these conditions.